30/06/2008

Home

Hum, I'm home again, it's kind of strange because I've nearly spent the last three weeks out of home, but it feels good, like always. I love my room, my bed and my blankets, gosh, I absolutely adore my blankets (I don't mind how freak it should sound, they are soo warm and nice), but I miss The knight of goblets soooo bad, I spent these days with him and it was really cool =).

Anyway, we are travelling to Barcelona within some weeks and we are going to have some holidays together *O*.  I'm so looking forward to be there sleeping and arranging all the UAB sheets and thingies. I'm praying to be accepted thoughIamutterlysureIwill. 

♪: Moskau - Rammstein and t.A.T.u.

23/06/2008

My personality, or something like that.

My personality type: the independent thinker 

Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavour to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type.

Independent Thinkers are specialists in their area. The development of their ideas and visions is important to them; they love being as flexible as possible and, ideally, of being able to work alone because they often find it a strain having to make their complex trains of thought understandable to other people. Independent Thinkers cannot stand routine. Once they consider an idea to be good it is difficult to make them give it up; they pursue the implementation of that idea obstinately and persistently, also in the face of external opposition.

Independent Thinkers are not the type who easily comes out of his shell. Speaking about their emotional life is also not one of their strong points. Anyway, social relationships are not particularly important to them; they are happy with just a few, close friends who find it easy to share their intellectual world. They find it difficult to establish new ties. In love, they need a lot of space and independence but this does not mean that their partner is not important to them. Independent Thinkers often make a cool and reserved impression on others; but this impression is deceptive: they can hardly bear it if people close to them should reject them. They prefer a harmonious, balanced relationship with a partner who shares their interests and with whom they can realise their visions.

Adjectives which describe your type:
Introverted, theoretical, logical, planning, rational, independent, intellectual, self-confident, analytical, structured, dogged, witty, resolute, self-critical, visionary, inventive, independent, unsociable, reserved, nonconformist, quiet, visionary, honest, demanding, hardworking

It looks like me, doesn't it? =P

22/06/2008

Coming back.

Here I am once again! I went to Barcelona to do this entrance exam for the translation studies in the UPF (ugh) and the UAB (yay!) and it was really cool, despite the fact that they were exams, obviously! I met Sunday again, which was wonderful, we had lots of fun and talked a lot about utterly interesting things which I can't really talk to anyone and have the same opinions. 

There were also some bad things (the posh people at the UPF was like weird, too many posh ppl there...) the struggle of the two men at the train (which was absolutely frightening, I swear), and being nervous. Now it's all done, I'll see the results on the 27th, and then on the 16th I'll see whether I am accepted or not in the UAB (please, please, accept meee...), so I'm rather nervous.

Anyway, it was wonderful, and now I'm again at Santander, and on tuesday I'm going to visit my sweety piece of heaven and watch him study so haaard =D. I'll be your servant, don't worry, I'll cook the best chicken ever (L).

By the way... I burnt my skin because of the fucking sun over there. It was supposed to be rainy, not sunny, gosh ¬¬.

14/06/2008

Relax.

Gosh, I actually finished the exams, I'm not going to need more chemistry anymore, I can't believe it. The university entrance exams weren't as traumatic as it looked like, in fact I was nervous looking for the classroom and waiting for the man to say my name, then, I relaxed.
Now it's all over, thank goodness, and there's only two exams left... Well, in fact one, because I just want to pass the UAB one, but I'll try the UPF just in case... (yn) Anyway, it would be funny passing the UPF exam and not the UAB one because the former is more difficult...
HOWEVER, I finished, I fucking FINISHED, it feels so good...
Besides, I saw Autumn the three days in the university, and also Mallister, which was awesome because I haven's seen them like for ages.
And next week I'm meeting Sunday again! =D.

12/06/2008

...

Fuck.
I'll just say my pride has been hurt ¬¬...
I started yesterday my university entrance exams, more or less all of them were OK, and I didn't study that much so... It's cool XD.
Anyway, today I've finished Rozen Maiden Traümend, and I'm sooooo blue u______u, it was trully sad, though I didn't like the end as much as I thought I would like it, but gosh, I cried so much ç_ç.
And I have to study Biology and Chemistry. Tsk. I want Overture to download so baaaad... >_>.






P.S.: Souseiseki is a boy, gosh, why I'm finding so many yuris between Souseiseki and Suiseiseki? T_________T.

10/06/2008

Since fotolog doesn't feel like uploading, I'll use this media...
I love you, sweetheart, I would write something beautiful and pretentious, but I'm just sooooo stressed x_X. Btw, there's not many things you don't know, so it's done. You're wonderful.









AndIamaboutbreakò_oIshouldhavestudiedwhenIwassuposedtoandnowI'mstressedlikehell.

08/06/2008

Midori no yubi...

I'm absolutely adicted to this song, the voice is so... pure.

翠のひかり揺れてる こころの森の中を歩く
Midori no hikari yureteru, kokoro no mori no naka wo aruku
A green light flickers; I walk amid the forest of my heart

耳を 澄ます
Mimi wo, sumasu
I strain my ears to listen

あなたの声が聴こえる 深い深い根で繋がって
Anata no koe ga kikoeru, fukai fukai ne de tsunagatte
I can hear your voice, connected to me by deep, deep roots

小さな樹 辿り着いた
Chiisana ki, tadoritsuita
Reaching their way to a small tree

ああ ただまっすぐ 届けたい 素直な気持ち
Aa, tada massugu, todoketai, sunao na kimochi
Ah, I want to convey my honest feelings, simply and directly

その指が 胸をつかむいばらの蔓を
Sono yubi ga, mune wo tsukamu ibara no tsuru wo
Those fingers begin to unravel

解きほぐしてゆく
Tokihogu shite yuku
The vine of thorns entwined around my breast

優しく あなたの声 耳に響いてー
Yasashiku, anata no koe, mimi ni hibiite...
Gently, your voice echoes in my ears...

少しだけこの時間に 安らぎを見つけた
Sukoshi dake kono jikan ni, yasuragi wo mitsuketa
For just a little while, I have found peace

Kanji / translation stolen from youtube...




06/06/2008

"I'm starting to realize what's going on."
"You can't do it yet, Sat, you have to wait until it is over."
"I know, I'm endeavouring it, I swear, but it's just overtaking me."
"One more month and you could realize it, cry it out and lay speachless, but now, just put up with it."
Me and myself.