For every man there is a cause which he would proudly die for
Defend the right to have a place for which he can belong to
And if we go and fight, we face their hearts in desperation
and shed his blood to stem the flood of an impending invasion...

Sometimes I just feel... Anachronistic.

VISUALize me

OMFG.

They arrived safe and perfect. Aren't they absolutely beautiful? *o*

TITULO ORIGINAL:	Lady N° 13 (The Number Thirteen Lady)
GENERO:	Terror
PAIS:	España
AÑO:	2009
DIRECTOR:	Jaume Balaguero
INTERPRETES:
PRODUCTOR:	Julio Fernández

I've been waiting for this film so looooong.

Can't wait to watch it and get gripped like while reading the book.

(*oωo)

I would like to know why some people seem to love making troubles grow, and grow, and fucking grow.

Sayounara.

Byebye complex, nice to meet you, but we have to split up. 

See you in hell :D.

♪: イシュタル - ギルガメッシュ

♥

For you, since you are the one.

愛しい人・・・泣かないで、笑ってみせて
涙がみたくて「好き」って言ったんじゃないんだよ？
愛しい人・・・大丈夫、淋しくなんかないでしょう
だって貴方が淋しい時、僕も淋しいんだよ？


愛しい人・・・とじた目は、
まだあけちゃ駄目だかんね
そのまま・・・そのまま
・・・って寝ちゃ駄目だよ。

愛しい人


「貴方の為なら死ねる」じゃなくて
「貴方の為に生きる」事にしたよ
もちろん貴方もご一緒に。
この先も、その先も。

もっと自分愛してやりなよ、
僕はその余った分でいーから。


愛しい、愛しい人

たとえ生まれ変わったとしても、
僕は「この」僕でいるから貴方も「その」貴方でいてね。
そして、また同じ台詞言うんだ。
ずっと、ずぅっと。


愛しい人・・・ゆっくり
その目あけてごらんよ。

いつもと同じでしょう？

それでいいんだよ。

:)

きゃあ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

雪ははらはらと！! ((((((*ノ'З`*ノ⌒!

♪: 菫草 - Enya.

Happy new year

DISCLAIMER: this post is to be painfully dense and lack of attention to syntax and style soooo, you should stop reading now if you're not ready to an amount of shit put down in a blog. You've been warmed.

OK, so another year has passed by. A bitterly tough year, I have to say, though it has helped me in many ways to notice lots of things. I'm not going to mention people I've left behind, because, after all, they're behind, and they don't deserve being metioned. And that's it. 

2008 should be halved in two, the first part of it was difficult, so to speak, but thanks to that I've learned how can I come through such situations in which future was utterly bleak; alone thanks to my pride, or together with some special ones who helped me a lot.

The second part of the year was quite better, though I was still staggering, trying to assimilate all that I have been through, I found a place where I shouldn't have to care about me and my looks. Where I could talk without being banned, where I could wear anything I fucking would like to wear, without fearing being battered. I'm still amazed by people in Barcelona, and I'm afraid I will be for a long time, I've found so many real people I just can't believe it. They've won a part in my heart, which is not easy, in a very short time, and I'm not frightened by being harmed. Unbelievable. What's more, I've started to live by my own, and found that it is not easy, that it makes you think about things that were insignificant in first place, and now are the whole world. I've had so many good times with Sunday, in our beautiful flat, cooking, cleaning and talking about all our problems.

I feel like I've been dreaming for a long time. 

The Knight has stood by me all this time, and it seems that he'll do it for the rest of our lifes, and I feel totally blessed by that, because he's all I want in my other half. And I know I'm his other half. And that's why even though kilometres would fall between us, everything's going to be all right, because I'll be always there for him, and so he will be.

I've started again with Suiseiseki, this time for ever, because, we both know we're twins, part of the same soul, and that nothing will stop us now.

I've remembered how harsh it was to begin with an instrument, and how beautiful it was when I could play something without dying in the trial. I've missed my house, my piano, my family, and the sea and the rain like I've never  missed, and I've found beauty where I used to finding stupidness and hypocrisy.

And now, what should I decide to do this year? What should be the aims I'm never going to reach? Playing violin everyday? Studying like a whore? Seizing every moment? It's difficult to foresee the things I'm going to be willing to do, and the things I'm going to be strong enough to carry out, in the end, the thing that remains is me and my surroundings, and I know that sooner or later I'll be doing them, I just needed that prod to go on, and I think I got it, though I would not swear it. At least, notwithstanding the seriousness, I'm steady and ready to be me again. Or at least, the me I want to be, and not who people want me to be.

Have a happy new year.

♪: The vote - James Newton Howard.