OK... I don't really like to show off, at least not very much, but gosh, who gives a damn?
I got this marvellous distinction on my grades. I loooved it. I didn't even thought I would get one (in fact, I reckoned they gave it to someone when you get 10 in every subject XD), so when I read it on this piece of paper it was like OMG.
Anyway, now I'm so happy 'cos I finally got this two days with my boyfriend. He's sooooo cute, and I love so much needling him =D, but I love you, sweetheart, I swear :).
That's it, I didn't want to say anymore. I don't have anymore interesting to tell anyway XD. Oh, yeah, tomorrow I'm oficially over age. So cool. ... *Irony* XD. However, eighteen sound more mature, so it would be better. Blah, some kind of maybe.

I've had the weirdest dream ever.

Christian The Lion At World's End

Gosh, I'm just about to cry. Sunday sent me this video by e-mail and it's just so emotive, so amazing... It seems that this lion has been breeded by the two young people over the video, because he (the lion) was attacked by some other lion and they adopted him when he was nearly a cub.
This is the reunion of them three. Gosh, and some assholes can even think of animals without feelings. Stupid people.

Letter to an homophobic.

I'm not feeling like translating it, so here you are, in Spanish though it would have been prettier in English *tsk*.
I'm fed up with chemistry and I haven't nearly made the half of the first unit. Gosh.

"Querido" homófobo,

Esta misiva podría estar llena de insultos, rencores e ironías variopintas pero creo que no voy a tomar ese camino. O al menos no creo que siquiera lo merezcas.
¿Y qué si nuestros besos te hierven la sangre? ¿Y qué si nuestros abrazos te amargan la vida? Es tu vida la que se echa a perder. No la mía, acompañado del que amo. Es tu sangre la que se pudre en tus propias venas. No la mía, cálida mientras estoy en los brazos de mi novio. Estás acabado, porque se han cambiado las tornas. Nosotros somos felices, y tú te hundes en la decadencia.
No pretendo escribir una carta extensa, ni siquiera desplegar mi odio en ella, porque no vale la pena. Eres insignificante, y así debe de ser la carta.
He dicho.

Happy anti-homophobia day.

Things to do when I finish exams

x Go and visit Him.
x Kiss Him so bad.
x Go shopping.
x Play Final Fantasy.
x Watch anime.
x Read books.
x Tidy up my room.
x Visit Him again.
x Sleep. Gosh, I'm craving for more sleep.
x Study Japanese.
x Watch more films.
x Play piano for hours.
x Buy freaky things.
x Buy clothes.
x Download more music.
x Print On a way to smile, but this one with enough ink so I can read it ¬¬. 
x Have FFVII Piano Sheet Music printed.
x Laze about.
x Go out and socialize. Yeah, Wrath, it's time for us to contact with other people XD.

... I need to finish this.

Memories.

Otogibanashi saigo no PEEJI wa
Kakikaerarete higeki ni kawari
Tatta hitotsu shinjiteta hito no kokoro sae mo
miushinau
Ai mo yume mo maru de suna no oshiro mitai na no
Hakanaku kowarete yuku no yo sore wo nozomanakutatte

Dakedo ima mo wasurerarenai no
Anata ga itsumo utatta MERODII
Mune ni hibiku tabi itsuka modoreru ki ga suru no ano
koro ni
Kitto kitto kaereru no tsunagareta kusari furiharai
Futatsu no sekai ga musubareta aoi umi he

Zettai!
Ai dake wa subete wo norikoeru
Unmei kimeru seiza mo kaerareru
Kiete shimae okubyou no USO mo ima mo...

Houseki no you ni kirameku hahanaru umi no
Yasashisa to ai ni tsutsumare umareta nanatsu no
inochi ga mitsumeru yume ga aru
Dakara watashi mo koko ni kita no
Mou jibun ni USO tsukanai
Mamoru hito ga ite mamoru sekai ga aru kara

Kitto!
Mienakute utagau no wa yowasa
Katachi no nai ai wo shinjitetai
Yagate ai wo kono te ni kanjiru hi made

Sazanami no BEDDO de me wo samashita asa ni
Subete ga owatte hajimaru no
Atatakaku shizuka na hikari ni tsutsumarete
Kibou ga michiteru umi ni kaeru no

Hora shiawase no kane ga natte nanatsu no umi ga
kagayakidashitara
Ai no kiseki wo ichiban suki na anata to futari
mitsumetai

Soshite sotto KISU wo shite ne...



Gosh, I still remember the lyrics XD.

九

Now I know how heaven tastes like.
I love you =).

Sloth

Another day passes by and I haven't done anything productive.

Slowness.

I feel like the whole world is just working in a different rythm than me. I just want days to pass by so bad. I'm tired of nearly everything, I just want to start a new life, say goodbye to all this hurtfull memories and stupid two-faced people.
And that's it, I'm fed up.

That feeling.

Today I've felt that feeling. A really strange one.
Until today I've been feeling more or less OK, sometimes I just was blue and that's all. But today I've been blocked for about ten minutes. You will think "oh gosh, how drama a queen!" but when I'm saying blocked it's absolutely blocked. I mean, just with one picture in your head, craving for putting it away and couldn't do it. It's terrible, I couldn't care less what you think, whether I'm exaggerating or I'm something of victim.
I just felt so bad. I'm starting to notice he's not here anymore, and that he'll never be here again. And it hurts so much...